I belong in Rome man!!

You Belong in Rome
You're a big city girl with a small town heart.Which is why you're attracted to the romance of RomeStrolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in handAnd gorgeous Italian men - could life get any better?
http://www.yournewromance.com/whatcitydoyoubelonginquiz

Hey man!!! I belong in Rome!! wooohooo!!! I love France.. Rome... cool~ i love the romantic atmosphere** drinking coffee in the cafes and watching cute... gorgeous... romantic gentle men walk by... Man!! *~*Wat a dream come true*~* I love to chill out at cafes.... ahh~ so nice.....
maybe i will go to aus at least... i like it there too...

Back from KL and some new stuff*

haiz went to KL for five days... it is so damn hot there man!! well i've decided not to go to taiwan since i have my tp on 13 july... i hav to practise ;( damn the teacher is so busy!!! he don seem to be an anxious as i am!!! DAMN!!! Geezz i shld start earning more cash... been spending alot and planning for trips... i cant take money from my parents... feel too bad to do so.... havn done it all my life to ask for extra money.... daddy and mom will always say do u need money?? me: "er... no need la... can la... can make it... shld be enough.. if not enough i'll ask k...." but haiz didn ask b4... sometimes look at my wallet haiz... full of receipts not cash ;( so sad.... so hav to earn money!!!! anyone got lobang?? hahaha....
i still donno wat i shld do... which direction shld i go? i'm really stressed abt it... but the ans don seem to be poppin' into my mind!! haiz... btw i wanna trim up hohoho.... yoz ppl out there who wanna tone up lets go work out tgr!!
btw josp... i didn noe u r going back so soon!! hey girl u told me u not going so soon!!! i would hav wanted to go with u ;( donno indon got internet or not.... hey when r u coming back??
miss ya gal!!
soo tired now... haiz.... nightz ppl....

Zoukin''

I cant decide which club to go to man!! China Black or Zouk man!!! I nv go china black b4 so i wanted to go take a look n since it's pretty cheap too..... 50% of my frens say it's fun and 50% of them says it suck!! Man this is hard!! so confusing..... i havta see it for myself.... last night my frens ask me go china black and 2 another groups of frens at Zouk!! OMG!! I was thinking the whole day which to go to lor!! waste alot of my time man shit....
ok then pass the dress for OCS dinner to my fren to wash then havta rush back hm to prepare for party... still cant decide.... josp and yaoxiang (jacob) at zouk and lewis going too.... then handy is at china back with his classmates.... finally chose josp my dear girl hahaha..... come on the crowd is at zouk!! waiting for my sis to get ready for sooooo long.... as usual she's very very n i mean very sloww..... and i havn eat the whole day.... geez... then we went to River Valley Rd mamak to eat... had a egg prata and milo hohoho well u noe tat's wat i always drink... (spilled 3times in class hahaha josp right)
ok to the club.... Let's get this party started woooooo............................. the last to reach.... jacob's frens are already dead drunk omg.... well met josp and jacob and lewis plus few of josp indon frens.... got a drink wanted a shooter or a whiskey dry but got a ribena volka SUCKS to the core... taste less man... switched a Gin tonic with Lewis better......... humm.... then our beloved blur blur darling josp lost her hp in the toilet... and guess wat hello the person who took it must be really really stupid!!! IT'S A NOKIA 7210!! hello the phone haiz.... donno still can sell for 30 bucks or not.... well don be upset girl i'll pray that u hav the sim card back k??
ok dance at phuture bla bla.... guys r not... erm u noe..... then the indons are.... erm... poor us... only prev uncle lewis is the nice guy there protect us haiz'' who would think of tat hahahahahaha no la... lewis very nice one la... funny uncle hahaha.... he dance sooooo sexy man....wooo..... just came from gay pub cant blame him.... dancing queen.... hahaha..... ok he's straight.... he's straight la ok.... humm.... even i wonder~ - . -''
so then party over left for home?? nope the night is still young hahahahahaa..... go for supper la... so hungry man.... the egg prata donno fill....mmm.... 1%?? yes i'm a big eater.... well after supper go hm le la.... end of the night.... or morning.... guess wat... when i was waiting for the lift to go hm.... the newspaper man had a ready done his round haha... omg tat's early....
today.... i've been slacking since morning.. erm no since afternoon ard 12pm already now havta go out meet my parents.... jie ming pls la don call me 9 plus in the morning even on normal days... seriously it's still too early to be awake... congrats for the gold :)
that's all for now :)

Mummy!!!! It's Over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The News HeadLines: Killer Exam Papers kills students in class 3A34. The report says that 18 killed... the surviving few are having trauma and a uncurable disease called "Low Morale". From the interview from the surviving few we found out that the pass year papers are 60% easier than the papers this sem.... last sem (04/05 sem1) has all the exact questions as 03/04 sem1, exp for qn B4 only and 03/04 sem2 has 70% of the exact qns.... this sem was unfair as the suspect killer "Jay" was said to have set alot of different qns and unwilling to give any hints or study tips. A rumor was also going ard that the students are planning to take revenge when they see him on Monday. They were good students and had volunteered to help their teacher "Jay" in a school event.
Gd luck to all the students and gd luck in the planning attack.

ok peps.... lets start planning wat we gonna do to Jay on Monday =)
And sob'' i hope we don't lose contact with each other and i'll miss you all.... ; [
May God Bless You in watever you do cheers peps!!

Ex Class outting

Today after OM paper met kh n ppl downstairs at t12 waiting for kok chuan's car... i knew they are going to celebrate since OM is their last paper.... i got one more paper BEP to go so i told them the day b4 i not going to the outting with them.... but hor..... they pull pull pull hor then i hav to go already...... loo n chuan drove us to paradiz centre we had a KBox session.... chuan pang seh us half way... think we know y la hor dennis woo....... well things get crazy in the KTV session.... esp btw JQ and dennis.... well JQ not only sang almost every song.... he like to disturb ppl too.... esp dennis n loo hahaha.... JQ hor sing all the old old songs sia.... then after that they sang chinese boybands' songs - . -''' the 5566 la and dragonZ hah?? i donno la.... wa lao''' really hor''' haiz''' all the ''' come out already.... sweat sia.... they sing songs like "wo he ni wen bie" omg hahaha so old.......... hahaha got one cantonese oldies also hahaha then JQ start shaking his "bon bon" hahaha i took a video of it hahaha anyone wanna see? haha.... so there's jing quan, loo, dennis woo, gary, kian hui, chang cheng, 1/2 kok chuan plus me hehe.....
ok after KTV which is already like 9pm.... we go makan.... at mmm.... i think is boat quay ar.... alot of pubs ther one la.... we eat "zu cha" woa alot sia...... got salad "you tiao", ginger slice deer meat, hotplate "tou fu", fried chicken, "qing chao" (stir fried) "kai lan", fried squid, sweet sour pork ribs.... wow very full...... each person $12..... then just now KTV $15... OMG!!! Broke liao!!!!! u ppl hor..... haiz''' shldn't go out with u all..... i still got paper leh still bring me go out play... i reach hm 11.15pm le lor...... so damn tired sia... but wanna write this in my blog b4 i forget them tml..... well think that's all ba.... thx for taxi uncle loo loo send me back...... and thx kok chuan daddy to drive me ard this afternoon =D hehehe............ bye bye for now** That's All Folks!! **

Boring!!

Boring!!! study study study!!! tml got BSIP test then OM on tues and BEP on fri..... OM and BEP havn touch yet!!! Damn!! sian'' my fren from np he getting results on 21st April.... tp already got their results... sp? Last hahaha......... well could be a good thing cos we got more time to study..... hehehe sp is a slackers poly..... oops!! don tell the sch or moe else sp will not be the same again hahahaa..... after exams.... haiz... donno.....
I looking for a nice quite apartment to stay.... wanna move hse... hope it's a nice small studio... hope not too ex.... well anyone wanna find for me?? i wan nice location ohh..... hahaha.... anywhere quite not too many ppl is fine.... but according to my expectation will be quite ex la... haiz..... if i got a rich dad/husband..... any takers??
haha... no la... women nowadays shld not depend on man... cos they r useless hahahaa..... they cant take care of u and mostly few of them can afford to.... poor guys... poor ladies too.... where's our tree of support? the saying of a man being the tree that support their women is already invalid in this world... but unfair is the saying that women's chest is a man's home... meaning man feel comfortable and homely when they r in woman's arms... seems like man r becoming more and more sentimental and emotional.... while the ladies r the ones climbing up the corporate ladder and becoming more n more independent.... Guys!!! Wake Up!!! Look at your fore fathers!!! be stronger will ya!!
I cant imagine wat will happen to the ladies when time goes.... so sad... we depend on ourselves and hav no one to support us.... do u think if the guys stays at hm n do the house work they'll do a good job?? humm...... i wonder.... when will the world change with the guys at hm n ladies working..... tough life girls!!! cos now the ladies hav to work and do things at hm... - . -''' guys... u r getting pretty useless i see.....

Just Feeling Bored**

*Feeling Bored* Was invited to a OCS dinner later... fren picking me up very early at 5.30pm... go there for cocktail then dinner then lounge... donno y... no mood for that haiz... maybe too stress with exams... or maybe just going with the wrong person.... he lent me a very nice dress cos i lied i don hav a dress.... pretty sexy dress.... haiz''' still... the wrong person''' well hav to start preparing at 3pm at least.... very lazy and very no mood to set my hair.... thinking his expectation is high cos he likes to style hairs and he do style them very nicely... haiz i cant be up to the standard one la... so even worst cos i no mood to do it... think i'll do a shitty job later... then go there havta smile fakely to the ppl haiz.... sianz... don even know if anyone is reading my blog... haha cos i havn tell anyone abt it... and last of all.... donno where my blog's post title bar hav gone - . -''' haiz~

Quite Nice la... wont say very nice... a fren wrote this... not me

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall inmutual weirdness and call it love. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives.

In love, very rarely do we win but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself. There comes a time when we have to stop loving someone because we have found out that they'd be happier if we let go.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for him, it's when he ignores you and still you long for him. It's when he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say I'm happy for you.

Best to wait for the one you love than one who is around. Best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone.Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most....too many sorrows that aren't shallow...it's harder for me to swallow with each passing day...ponder about the least expected in life what should i do the pain of seeing you in my dreams the constant thought of you what should i do?Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever..

*~*True love*~*

Got this from someone else's msn nick: " True love hears what is not spoken, understands what is unexplained, for love doesnt work in mouth nor the mind but in the heart. " A sentence which is nicely written, but how many can find true love?

*Simple Plan - Welcome to My Life*

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me..........
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like.....
Welcome to my life!!
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me............
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like........
Welcome to my life!!
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok!!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like!!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like......
Welcome to my life....Welcome to my life....Welcome to my life

This is my 1st post!!!

Well this my 1st post.... just got this blog.... i nv tot i would wanna hav a blog... haiz~ after reading my fren's blog just now..... i finally decided to hav one on my own... cos i think it's pretty hard to express myself using my msn nick anymore le.... it's getting too long.... so cant write in the nick i write here loh.... haiz~ today very clumsy.... aiya i always very clumsy one la.... all my life i've been spilling things, breaking things, loosing things, tripping on things.....so many things :'( ok so lets hear the lastest one.... which is today... after snacking this evening... i close the cover and wanting to put the container onto the table...where the cover came loose n the whole snack is all over the floor.... sad sia havta clean up.....then just now i got up from my computer chair...i tripped on the internet wires where normally when i take a step i usually can sense the wire but this time i slammed into the cabinate :'( injured myself.... hands....tummy....legs... my knee :'( sian sia..... haiz~this year those born in the year of the OX pls beware..... :'( very poor thing ar..... vunerable to accidents and injuries....... extreme clumsiness...... haiz~