*~*Christmas and New Year*~*

sorry peps for the long wait of my update... hav been busy the last month...from shopping for presents to shopping for myself opps...i mean...i mean... oh alright yes i'd shop alot!! ok it's been a party month... u go to parties tat u r invited to and u still go to those u r not invited to hahaha....

Ministry Of Sound heard of?? Come on!! It's the new club!! One of the new hottest place in town!!! Ok apart from The Balcony. Been there afew times humm... it's pretty big... the Q is always long... lucky i got invites so don havta Q... humm... compared to Zouk everything's fine, except Zouk's music is betta... come on they hav the best DJs... and it's always full house on ladies night!! It still is... but in MOS(ministry of sound) u gat more space to dance n the VIP room is nicely furnished.
Ok apart from all the partying... Gat a sad news. U might think i'm crazy for partying so much. Wat i can say is tat... a part of my life is gone. I feel like i've lost something important in my life. Something tat changed my life from happiness to a little depression. A feeling of lost. My 2nd sister had gone back to Aus to settle down. She'd found something to do...something she had always wanted. She love it there...it was a mistake she made for coming back...She came back for her family and now the family wanted to let her go. Since these 4 years i know she had not been as happy as she was in Aus...she'd always miss it there. Now we think tat it's time for her to choose her life n not be so selfish as to keep her here. The house is quiet... her room is empty. Looking at it only brings me memories of us sitting down on the bed chit chatting abt stuff and do our nails together or exchanging clothes and accessories... miss going out with her... doing stuff tgr... she was always my company when i need someone to go do things with.
Now I dont hav anyone to do my things with...It's not like u don hav any frens... but it's diff... she had always been close... u know u can count on her... trust her... so after she's gone...i guess i'll party less... i feel safer with her. Things changes alot ard here since she've been gone... the whole mood of the house changes... I dont know when she'll be back or for a visit. but i know it'll not be soon. Things r not the same now. And there's noone close for me to fall back on... She've taken a step for her future... I am planning for my own now... I'm gonna make some changes... gonna do wat i like... I dont like this feeling of lost but i cant control it. I hope my change will lighten my spirit... wish me luck.