I saw the light

I saw the light today. I finally realise it is for the best. I saw his bad points But I shall not criticise. I feel like a burdern off my chest. now I've seen the path I wanted to take. The path that I had change to be with him instead. He was the fog that blocked my view. That held me back from wat I wanted to do. I care for him all the same and only I cared for him and accepted him for who he is. Well I think he gave me up for his family. My family loves me and everyone dotes on me. He was like my 2nd sister... she was the black sheep of the family. But she wasnt one now and she have me, my little sis, my parents and even my elder sis to care for her even thou they always quarrel but it's nothing cos they have been doin it since young and they are still good together. Well wat I can say is I love my family. All our bonds are strong. We talk to one another even disputes makes us closer. I feel lucky, cos even some families they dont quarrel, they are still not close to one another cos they don communicate well. I am very sure my boyfriend is well loved, by me and my family. I gat too much love to give that's why I care about people esp my boyfriend so much. I make sure they feel loved and my care for them is special and they wont get it from anyone else. But the people I care about always disappoint me, they betray my trust. I dont think I've done anything wrong cos I've treat him very well. I always put him b4 myself and I am willing to sacrifice everything for him. He's my baby he's my love. If you are broke and you lose everything you had own, who will still be there for you? I am the only one who will stand by you and make you get up to your feet and make you strong again. I will not leave you like everyone around you will. I will go thru thick and thin with you all my life. But I still don understand why do you still get mistreated and dump when you are so good to the person. The girls I see in the streets are clingy and whiny and demanding but their boyfriends love them very much even if they r bitchy and slutty. But y do nice girls like me get dump? are we too nice? should we be less nice? I dont even need my boyfriend to meet me everyday...once a week or once 2 weeks will be fine. I dont need them calling me everyday. I dont need all the fancy restaurants. I dont need all the fancy gifts and presents.I just not the needy type cos I know you got ur own stuff to do and to be troubled on and I too have my own stuff to do. I'll treat you good and I'll make ur family love me as time goes. Give me opportunity man give me time. I just want someone who cares about me, someone who really need me to be there for him when he is down. I just want the feeling of being needed and important in someone's life. That I make a difference in their life. I'll be the best girlfriend you will ever had. I dont know if being nice is wrong but I'm glad it's over. I want to find someone who needs me, whom I really care about.