Great Deal!!

Went to Kl with my sisters on monday just return ytd. There we got 2 deals one:someone want to open a new spa in KL and they are going to work with us... so it means!!! It means we r going to have a new brunch in KL without us having to take out any money hahaha... well ppl pay to be our brunch right... then is the deal on education... a very big company which my cousin is the GM. One of their investments is kindergardens in KL. So meaning they have a lot of Kindergardens in KL!! They will be buying all their learning materials from us. Oh if you guys donno wat i'm talking about... we have a few business on hand: Le Green Spa, Ladder (education), Nuskin (spa products), Victory (events company). ok cant tell you all too much le cos company secret... Well seems like I'll be busy... planning my retirement...lastest at the age of 25... yo cheers!!!!

I saw the light

I saw the light today. I finally realise it is for the best. I saw his bad points But I shall not criticise. I feel like a burdern off my chest. now I've seen the path I wanted to take. The path that I had change to be with him instead. He was the fog that blocked my view. That held me back from wat I wanted to do. I care for him all the same and only I cared for him and accepted him for who he is. Well I think he gave me up for his family. My family loves me and everyone dotes on me. He was like my 2nd sister... she was the black sheep of the family. But she wasnt one now and she have me, my little sis, my parents and even my elder sis to care for her even thou they always quarrel but it's nothing cos they have been doin it since young and they are still good together. Well wat I can say is I love my family. All our bonds are strong. We talk to one another even disputes makes us closer. I feel lucky, cos even some families they dont quarrel, they are still not close to one another cos they don communicate well. I am very sure my boyfriend is well loved, by me and my family. I gat too much love to give that's why I care about people esp my boyfriend so much. I make sure they feel loved and my care for them is special and they wont get it from anyone else. But the people I care about always disappoint me, they betray my trust. I dont think I've done anything wrong cos I've treat him very well. I always put him b4 myself and I am willing to sacrifice everything for him. He's my baby he's my love. If you are broke and you lose everything you had own, who will still be there for you? I am the only one who will stand by you and make you get up to your feet and make you strong again. I will not leave you like everyone around you will. I will go thru thick and thin with you all my life. But I still don understand why do you still get mistreated and dump when you are so good to the person. The girls I see in the streets are clingy and whiny and demanding but their boyfriends love them very much even if they r bitchy and slutty. But y do nice girls like me get dump? are we too nice? should we be less nice? I dont even need my boyfriend to meet me everyday...once a week or once 2 weeks will be fine. I dont need them calling me everyday. I dont need all the fancy restaurants. I dont need all the fancy gifts and presents.I just not the needy type cos I know you got ur own stuff to do and to be troubled on and I too have my own stuff to do. I'll treat you good and I'll make ur family love me as time goes. Give me opportunity man give me time. I just want someone who cares about me, someone who really need me to be there for him when he is down. I just want the feeling of being needed and important in someone's life. That I make a difference in their life. I'll be the best girlfriend you will ever had. I dont know if being nice is wrong but I'm glad it's over. I want to find someone who needs me, whom I really care about.

Heart Broken

I met someone and thought he was true,
He broke my heart and torn it into two.
What have I done to deserve all this?
All I wanted was Love and Peace.
Why make promises and give me hope?
All you left me was a feeling I can't cope.
You told me once, being with me was great.
Now you've torn me apart and left me dead.
You took my life and you took my all,
Are you happy to see me fall?
Why me...What have I done?
Why promise me so much and give me so much hope?
I am so heart broken.
Why does this have to happen? What have I done to deserve this?
All that I have done is try to make you happy. I encourage you and I never criticise.
I change my bad points and my temper for you. I did alot and I've changed alot because I thought you are worth my heart. I wanted it to last. But why did this still happen? Where is my happy ending? Is there something I have not done enough? Is there something you dont like about? Why? Why do I deserve this? Why??

Gonna be sick

Haiz... donno if it's the weather these days or hav i been too tired or plainly been moody n upset... well don think there's sunshine in my world for the pass few days. It have been dark skies all over... raining just like the weather outside my window... ~Cold~ and 'rainy'
Why i say i'm gonna be sick cause it seems like I am having slight difficulty breathing smoothly, even now when I'm writing this post. Well I do hav a history of asthma, passed down from my mom. But the worst would still be my mood. The only thing happy these days is reading Harry Porter...haiz u ppl thinking I'm childish right...well it makes me laugh sometimes...pretty funny book cos i can imagine the characters acting comically... or maybe i enjoy it cause of my comical imagination of the stories.
I miss all the nice sms sent to me... all the caring SMSs and all the (i miss you)s. 'Wondering if anyone is missing me out there' 'Sadly thinking who would it be'
I miss all my friends in sch... I miss Hans n his crappy annoying jokes...miss uncle Lewis n his disgusting behaviours upon disturbing our cute jo... miss jo n minyee cause they r cute n comical sometimes. Ben n company...funny guys cracking crude n lame jokes from time to time. Sammy,mr lame n company being the witty ones. Sammy's funny sometimes haha... don forget the best joker dennis goh uncle...who is so blur donno wat he's talking abt sometimes...or put it most of the time. Lastly, Mr faithful n gd husband Chin Wee!! Hehe well he's real nice to his girl but real mean n nasty towards me!! Hump!! haha... Well miss all these ppl...
If any of you miss me...mmm...2nd thought...even if ya don!! Leave me a note saying that you do!! hehehe...jokin' well nitez ppl and take care dearies!!